You ask me, and sometimes tell me, about going “back” to a vanilla way of life, of “calling a halt” to D/s. When I asked you last night about why you do it the clearest answer you gave me was that you want to know from me what this way of life is the way I want to continue.
This is the way I want to continue. Full stop. This is our way of life. This is the way we do things.
So the next time you ask me, rather than letting my head think you want out, I am going to remember that you just want confirmation that I want in.
Well, my boy, I am all in.