Like all of us I need different things from different people. I need his submission, his love, his attention. I need him to just do what I ask him to do. I need him to not back chat, not sass me, not question why I want what I want. I need all of those things on an ongoing basis. I need his service, his touch, his kisses.
I also need an audience, a group of people to share this part of my life with but one step removed. I need to express the whys and the wherefores of this part of me but cannot do it with mainstream society. And so I blog. But these days I am writing to myself. I know people are reading because they are clicking like etc but there is no feedback (other than The Girl). There is no conversation.
Please say hello. I am not looking to dominate random internets, I just want to know that you are there, that you read what I write, that you like what I write.
As I said, I am needy.